First i try to translate as much as it was posible for me my english is not good enough so i hope you can understand some ...
Everything
began on September 20, 2014, but let's take again a bit the history from time
behind... I was going out from January with Santiago, we knew ourselves from
the year 2007, when both newly we were managing to live through the Caribbean; I
never fix my attention in him, in spite of the fact that always we were in the
same clubs, we had friends in comun and of that time laterhe start dating a “friend”
we never went more than a greeting or a social toast.. Some years later On January 20,
2013 in a bar during the celebration of a birthday, Santiago and I would come
to meet again; with a lot of confidence him approach me assuring he knews me
from somewhere, initially I wasn’t sure because he was looking a bit different from
5 years ago.
We had a
good time chating for a while during the party
and at the end we agree to
continue the celebration in another bar, me with my friends and him with his friend, and it was how everything began... At this
time I never feel any attraction for any Mexican guy, my last boyfriends they all had been forein guys, that’s why Augusto
my best friend gave me a nick name (malinchista: tendency to the foreign things)
he was always saying that i would end
fall in love of a Mexican guy and i was always
saying to him that it would not happen, I did not want to fall in love again who
was going to think that he was right... Well from this night everything change,
after a few drinks I went to Santiagos apartament yes, yes I know; but let's be honest it woulnt be neither the first one or the last doing
something like that .
From there
Santiago and me we start meeting more and more we used to enjoy spend time together sometimes watching movies and having dinner in his apartment but
also we use to go out for dinner or a
few drinks, we had a mutual
agreement in this relation and it was
not going for anything else that "
have fun, " since I didnt want a commitment of boyfriend&girlfriend and it wasnt also seeking to have any class of
feeling towards anybody I was trying to avoid
the drama of a relationships and on his way he was focused in his work, many projects in his way so both we were in the
same channel, so with all clear, we kept seeing each other every time more than
initially; we used to avoid to speak about very personal topics like our
families, work,
We passed
the time chating and laughing but never talking
about personal topics, little by
little and with the time one day I was chatting with Saday my best friend and I
discovered that I was starting to feel something for Santiago but how? Which moment? I remember very well the
words that Saday said to me: It is obvious that already you feel something for
him and if it is not what you want is time to moving away. Without giving her any response than just nervous smile i kept wondering again and again
if really I wanted to move away from Santiago or to continue with this, in
spite of the fact that maybe I was the only one that was starting experiencing
feelings, and then a message interrupted my thought it was Santiago and he
wanted to know if we could meet ... But how
can I refuse to see him?? Well after 6
months my feeling for Santiago increased
what would
have made change my way of thinking and feelings for him? Might it be his
nobleness? It Was just because we never have this title that so many people
wants, that why I had those feelings for him? It would be that we would have
known ourselves better little by little and free of social pressures? Could be
the reason because many relationships doesn’t work just because a tittle can do it weighed?
And finally
we start speaking a bit of our personal life’s more
over of our families, topics, work as
well as the achievements that we had, both
we were motivating ourselves, especially he used to do it for me.
And we come
a year together, from this year the things changed a bit more, we had more
confidence between each other ; he was
starting moving between two not very distant cities during the whole week for work,
occasionally he was asking me to go to the city where he was working and
suddenly they were entire weekends together, even we start meeting from 4 to 5
days per week, I was charmed with happening the time with him, was enjoying talkin
about our work, his jokes, anecdotes and all his occurrences... And like this we
reach the first year together, approximately during August, 2014 everything
gave a draft suddenly...
